The day Arif went to his eternal home to GOD, October 15th, 2013 was the worst day of our lives. I miss you every single second, I miss your beautiful smile, I miss your presence, I miss your sarcastic comments, I miss your thoughts, I miss your actions, I miss your advice, I miss your hugs, I miss your chest five’s like basketball players, I miss everything about you. Arif, what I miss about you the most, is you giving me fatherly advice, you being my friend and you being like a brother to me that I never had, talking about how you wanted to change the world by being a Lawyer, and helping all the abused women and fighting for justice for the Aboriginal people and their rights. And now you’re gone. Our family was complete, and now a part of us all is missing. Arif, you were our true blessing from GOD. You were my blessing.
Now that you have gone home to your true destination, I have mixed emotions my love.
On the Fatherly side, I can’t stand being on this earth anymore, and I am also dying a slow death every second, as I ask GOD to fast forward my life, so I can be with you again till eternity. Then on the flip side of this comes happiness. Yes my beloved son Arif. I am very happy for you, as you are now home with GOD in his infinite mercy. You don’t have to go through any physical pains in life, like we do, no more worries about paying bills, no more worries about driving through a winter storm, and no more studying to be the best damn Lawyer in the Country. Yes Arif, my beloved baby, you are now home where you belong.
I am ever so grateful to the Almighty GOD that you came in our families’ lives as my son and gave us 22 years with you, to love you, to support you, to smile and laugh with you, and to learn from each other on how to be.
You are at your Eternal home now, and soon I will be meeting you, BETA. My love, my friend. How I miss you. We will be together soon till Eternity.
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART & SOUL.